My Saturday. ARGH!
This morning, I wake up with only 1 thing in mind. That is to finish off what I've started, the ATC planning at the 3rd Area Meeting which was held at Westwood Sec. I was not very happy already. People come late for my meeting. Dono what are the clocks and watches in this world are for. Very pissed off when people start strolling in like their house, no sense of urgency and no punctuality. Started off the meeting rather gloomy, but with a glimpse of hope that people won't start 'firing' at me and Mustaqim. In the end, some minor hiccups occur and I have to think of a solution. Next is Amali's presentation. I do not really understand what he is presenting, but I'm sure that he is confident in what he is doing.
Comes my last part when others are asking about Orienteering manpower allocation. Was totally pissed off with this. For senior CIs, I was expecting some guides when I'm in the lost. But I didn't. I still believe that I did not made the wrong decision. But I have to change in order to suit other people. I'm owas the 1 who have to change for other people. I owas have to change my plan for other people. When will all these craps and nonsense ever stop???
With rage,anger,pissed off-ness,sickness, tiredness,animalistic power unlEASHED,
Alvin
