take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
11:15:00 PM
SICK!!!
Ahh, a miracle that I can be here blogging. This is just so suay of me. HaiZZ. Vomitted, severe headache and worst of all, high fever!!! Really feeling down these past few days. Sometimes just hope that I can just die off..Ahh, cannot. Die would be much more pain. In order to let myself buck-up and not waiting to kick the bucket, I bought ice-kachang!! SweeeeeeeeeeT! HAHA!! Den eat alot of icy stuff. Feel lyk I'm in Antartica. Tmr's going back to unit. Hope I can hold on.
Another interesting fact. Yesterday night when I'm about to go and buy things to eat. Heard an alarm. Though as usual, people playing prank on the lift that they are trapped. Yea, yea, yea. Trying to fool me again. After around 10minutes, the alarm is still on. OMG! Is there anything that happens? Den my sis was standing at the door, looking at scenary i guess. Then she shouted, "The carpark is on FIRE!". Den I was lyk really? Did Jackie Chan came over to my carpark and shoot movies? Then ya, saw the carpark 2nd storey was set ablaze. Ask my sis to call for fire engine. But still, AIYA, someone beat us to it. Then I saw the whole corridor was filled with people. Come on people, it's a fire. Come on! You want to go in and become roasted human. Heed the cuteboy's advice, just leave it to the firemen, the professionals. When the fire engines and police cars arrived, there was a big HOO-HAA! Think I heard some explosions. Then the firemen rushed up to get the fire in control. I saw 1 fireman who actually took a fire extinguisher. Wow, so brave. Such a big fire use fire extinguisher and he stands so close! Can't imagine what will happen. Furthermore, can't really comment right, since I'm not expertise in that field. Therefore, I went down to Mac Donald and eat....And that's where my sickness arrived!!!
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Thursday, March 13, 2008
10:07:00 PM
Area 17 NCO Camp 2008
Aha! NCO Camp is finally over. Phew~~ Quite sad that the camp was gone in just a blink when the preparation for the camp really makes me feel like OMG.
First day of camp:
MORNING
Woke up so early. Tired tired. Brush teeth, bath as usual. Put on my PT-Kit and did one last check on my backpack before I leave home. Reach the campsite, JWSS School compound. Wow! The sky is still dark. First thing when I meet my squad, see if there is any jokers or potential people. Aha! Quite happy that there wasn't any jokers. Flag raising~~Ahh! Stomach ache. Told myself to hold on till the end. Managed to do that. Go and see my squad. 6 cadets. Normala, Nuri, Kian Wee, Jeeven, Tony, Syurafa. All got that semangat look. HAHA! Carry on with drills and stuffs.
AFTERNOON & NIGHT
Aziz, Amalina and Marvin joined in. Cool! Find that I can blend into the whole squad well and find out their mentality abt the camp. Ahh!!!! So cool! Dunno wat 2 say ald. Nite time comes, have debrief.
Second day of camp:
MORNING
Saw them have PT. Then breakfast. They then changed into Full-U and prepared for their MOI. Partner with Jie TIng. FInd that she's a nice lady to mix with. 2 of us seems to stare into blank space when the Squad C are doing their MOI Drills. Seems that the whole squad does not understand what is MOI. The way they teach each other seems very funny too.
AFTERNOON & NIGHT
After lunch, they have their MOI Campcraft. This time round, it is really difficult for me. I really feel like sleeping. Jie Ting looks the same.HAHA. Shr then brought coke for me. So again, saw cadets teach and teach. It was pouring heavily and it seems so nice to sleep. ZZZ...After the MOI Campcraft activity cycle, they proceed to have their dinner. Then instructors were to evaluate their MOI skills throughout the whole day. Then, the clock seems to be calling all to sleep. But wait, which instructor obey to the rule of sleeping early??HAHA! We had our instructor debrief and we wash-up. After that, all of us felt hungry. Yum Yum, time to call McDonald!! Darren called for the delivery and we waited for like an hour plus. ARGH.Hungry hungry!! We ate like nobody's business when the food arrive, even though cadets saw, i can only say, we don care. Bluek! Eat already, time to sleep!
Third day of camp:
MORNING & AFTERNOON
Morning again, doing PT. This time round, with RT. Saw that the cadets are enjoying themselves. Hmm, wondering do I look like a nurse or what. HAHA. Wenkiong came to me with casualty. Attended to the casualty, needed help. But afterall, SOLVED! Had their breakfast, then move on to play games. HAHA. The game is like so cute, find alphabets. When I look at them playing, they look like toddlers at kindergartden playing that. Debrief and headed for lecture. After the lecture, they prepare themselves for the certificate presentation for themselves. After that, they went for lunch and changed into Full-U and gathered for more practice at the hall. While I am at the hall, I saw one of my squad members swaying around. It's kinda scary to see her like that. Nuri, don't sway! Went to tell her somethings and move away. Luckily, she is able to hold on till the end of the parade. They then went to change and move on to squad debrief. Shook each and everyone of their hand from my squad. Told them that they have to buck up and I have the faith in them to become the leaders of tomorrow. Had our photos taken. The camp then ended in that way, with Mr Yeo closing it.
This camp is kinda fun and intersting. Hope to see them again. Good luck in ur future NCO journey!!!
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Sunday, March 2, 2008
6:10:00 PM
Parts and Parcels of Life
Suddenly gt the feel of posting, and perhaps also because of what my mummy said, rite mummy? HAHA. Been feeling down for this past 1 month. Don't know why but just feel so. It just seems that I've some conflict with some people but yet not able to solve it. Perhaps I should just burst out everything to the ones involved, or should I adapt that "Heck Care Don't Care" attitude? Now a confirm CI already, so just think lyk an adult. HAHA.
I hate it when friendships are being put into test, especially friends for a long time. Sometimes, even best friends just can't understand you, rite? Alot of events coming up, so I couldn't be bothered with what others think of me, as long as I do what I think is right. That's what my mummy taught me. Area 17 NCO Camp will be in for the first time. Wonder what is it going to be like. Unit matters have been left untouched, time to do something about it.
Now holiday. No work, no $. Expected. Can only try not to spend so much... =D
Time to log off. Time to help my mum. HAHA
With regards,
Alvin
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Saturday, December 22, 2007
6:52:00 PM
BACK!
Hey blog, I am glad that I am back in one piece filling u up right now. Throughout this OBS, I feel very down and sucky. There's not a single bit of motivation at all. When I'm actually feeling very sick, instructors said that it's my excuses not to go for activity. WhAT is tHis! So they actually want me to carry on with the activities eve though I'm not well and until the last minute when I collapse then they believe? I really had enough with OBS. How I wish I am incharge of the camp. Well, never mind. I shall just treat it as a lesson learnt and never to go.
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Sunday, December 9, 2007
4:14:00 AM
I'm Back, but Gone soon
Hi blog, it has been quite a while since I've update u. Just too busy. Anyway, from the 10 Dec - 21 Dec 2007, I will not be around at Singapore alrite? Take care bloggie.
With regards,
Alvin
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Sunday, November 4, 2007
8:04:00 PM
ATC is finally over!!!
Yeay!! I am sitting down here, to write about my account for this ATC. At first, I was wondering whether will this camp be a success or not? Then, I go according to what I feel was right and just carried on with it. There may be some hiccups, but the Camp Coord and I have managed to solve it before anything worsen. This camp makes me feel so lonely. Everyone was doing their stuffs and does not have time to talk to me, not even for a couple of minutes. So ya, just remain cold and capulating. I managed to things done even though I feel along and I'm working alone. After this camp is over, the big boulder of responsibilities I have to shoulder has dropped and I felt much better. But if given a chance again, I might take up the task again. Overall from this camp and planning stage, I have learnt quite alot of things, especially from Sis Haslinda. Thanks SIS!! Now I'm worried for SIS over something. HaiZZZ..Why can't this world can be filtered off with idiots???
With regards,
Alvin
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Saturday, October 20, 2007
9:40:00 PM
Undisputed Saturday
Today, I woke up early for the First Aid course. Didn't know that it was so not the interesting until just now that I went. From 9am to 1pm, I've been hearing talk talk and talk.Yawnzz, really feel lyk sleeping. Then after dat got 1 hour of break. But still, I didn't go out to eat but just sit down there and rest cos not feeling well. Then, hear craps again from 2pm-6pm. arghh!! HEadache!!
Then I was taking train abck from Douby Ghaut to Boon Lay. Halfway during the journey, at somewhere around Bouna Vista, I saw a lady having fits and was wheel-chaired. I pity her, but could not help her. Whatsmore, I'm not an FIRST AIDER...
Then at MSN have a chat. Don't seems so nice.....
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Tuesday, October 9, 2007
10:26:00 PM
What a Tuesday
Today, I went back late as usual. Wah, so shock to see that my CIIs were all at RP sitting down there. Saw Soon Kheng and Janet.OMG! Didn't dare to approach them. They should be discussing abt D07 CIBTC,I guess? HAHA
Well, was pissed off with my friend. Got so angry today and then wan act lyk nothing.Seems lyk no1 hv seen the violence side of me and wants to test my patience. I can only say three words, JUST BRING IT.
Haiz, so tired today. Go sleep now Alvin. Tomorrow you are still having Cultural Class.
Signing off with anger & tiredness,
Alvin
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Sunday, October 7, 2007
10:52:00 PM
A Miracle
Hmm, started off the day with eating eating and eating. Then do nothing else till arnd 6pm, when I went jogging. I was amazed by the distance that I've jogged. 5km! OMG. I'm so happy. If I continue to train this way, I'll soon be what I want to be. Celebrated this miracle made by drinking plain water. HAHA!
The animalistic power in me has been unleashed...
Signing off,
Alvin
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Saturday, September 22, 2007
7:15:00 PM
My Saturday. ARGH!
This morning, I wake up with only 1 thing in mind. That is to finish off what I've started, the ATC planning at the 3rd Area Meeting which was held at Westwood Sec. I was not very happy already. People come late for my meeting. Dono what are the clocks and watches in this world are for. Very pissed off when people start strolling in like their house, no sense of urgency and no punctuality. Started off the meeting rather gloomy, but with a glimpse of hope that people won't start 'firing' at me and Mustaqim. In the end, some minor hiccups occur and I have to think of a solution. Next is Amali's presentation. I do not really understand what he is presenting, but I'm sure that he is confident in what he is doing.
Comes my last part when others are asking about Orienteering manpower allocation. Was totally pissed off with this. For senior CIs, I was expecting some guides when I'm in the lost. But I didn't. I still believe that I did not made the wrong decision. But I have to change in order to suit other people. I'm owas the 1 who have to change for other people. I owas have to change my plan for other people. When will all these craps and nonsense ever stop???
With rage,anger,pissed off-ness,sickness, tiredness,animalistic power unlEASHED,
Alvin
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Friday, September 21, 2007
10:17:00 PM
Pioneer Promotional Parade
Today, I was doing Cognitive module. Probem was sucky. Bt I had only 1 thing in mind, which is to go NPCC. During the 2nd breakout, after I've help my team members, I went lunch-ing with W16M-ians. After that, I went to take MRT alone n went to Pioneer Sec.
Upon reaching there, I was very happy because I know that there's gonna be a Promotional Muster Parade. So happy~ My ex-squadmates and my senior NCO was back for awards. I gave out these things:
Sec 1--> Crime Prevention Badge, Neighbourhood Watch (Bronze) Badge, 3rd Class Drill Badge and Lance Corporal rank.
Sec2--> Crime Prevention Badge, Neighbourhood Watch (Bronze) Badge and Corporal rank.
Sec3--> 4 Staff Sergeants! Cool~
Sec 4/5 --> Jian Hao-BUC, Lina-BUC, Yudi-Station Inspector
Cool!
So happy!!
With happiness,
Alvin
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
11:28:00 PM
My Birthday!!!
Today is a special day. A very special oine. What is it? Yes, it's my birthday!!!! HAHA. Waited this for lyk 365 days already. Must really wish myself. First thing in the morning, I was wished by my honey Rozzi. Wah, start of the day so well. But too bad. Got FLU. Stupid man. Then, went on to classroom W46R with YiJie. Awwww, study again. So since it was my birthday, I did the powerpoint presentation from 9.30am-11.30am++. Not even second meeting end and I manage 2 finish. COOL~! While I was doing e PPT, my fellow W16M-ians form a chatroom at MSN. They were discussing where to go for second breakout. At last, it was set at the coffeeshop. After going there, we went there to eat chicken rice and slack. What a pity, not all W16M-ians are there.
After dat, WOW! They wanted 2 follow me to my class and sing birthday song for me. HAHA, so swit of them. So Yijie and I brought up Lee Ming, SiJie,Vasenth,Jeevi,David,Max, Josephine, Soh Yin and last bt not least, Vonn jie jie!. Sung at W46R, so touching. Hee!
Spend time for a couple of hours at W4 there, slack slack, play CS and check friendster. HAHA.Went to eat at KFC Causeway Point wif my darling Rozi alongside wif Melvin and Anduy.
Went I reach home, my dearest mum and dad brought out a big cake! WOW!
So nice!!! HAHA. Thank you Mum and Dad. It's such a blessing to be your child! Thank you to my best frens who have wished me!!
Signing off wif happiness and drowziness,
Alvin
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Sunday, September 16, 2007
8:00:00 PM
My Boring Weekend
Back here again. HAHA. Yesterday was NPCC Service Day. Wah~ Reached sch arnd 9am to facilitate things. Sky was so gloomy. Saw my cadets. Wah, finally see them again.HAHA. Unit was briefed by Officers once again before we set off. Was raining at then. Haiz. Have to take poncho. Went out there see the rest do their Service for NPCC. It was so funny. Heard many different types of saying to the public/ residents. Wahaha. Then they come back so fast. Dun even noe gt do properly or not. Bet they would. Trust my cadets.HAHA. After dat go back Pioneer as Service Day comes to an end. Phew~ tired~. Den call back NCOs for 'renovation' of NP room. Was not there. Rizal and Kiong took over. Had a chat with Mrs Seah. During the chat with her, I found that I still have not really help her, dats y she's so stress over stuffs.. Im more determined to help her. One thing that I can say is that she is taking great care of me ever since I became a CI. Taught me lots of stuff since Jan. After the chat, I went to NP rm. Aha, told the NCOs to get ready the Ranks and Badges for Muster Parade. Had a meeting with Mustaqim at Pioneer Sec. Chat with the NCOs and left sch arnd 5pm. Went towards Gek Poh while I saw Taufiq,Faizal and Amali. They were playing DOTA!Ahh! Nv invite me. HAHA. Anyway I dunno hw to play. Den went to KFC to 'break fast'. Went home, bath,online and zzzZZZZ......
Sunday - Wake up late. Brush teeth. Watch TV. Online. Fry Stuffs. Eat. Bath Sleep. zzzZZZ...
Good nite Alvin. May tomorrow be a better day! Wee~!
Signing off,
Alvin
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Tuesday, September 11, 2007
10:28:00 PM
Kins? Buddy? Or Enemy? I don't know
Today went out to meet my darling. Had spend a day together wif her at the library. Wah~Sooo SWIT! AFter dat when I went home, my heartbreak begins. When I reached home and open the door, I asked my sis to open the door. Wah, bag so heavy. Just intending to put down my bag before I close the door, she shouted at me 'Cannot close the door ar!'. She went to close and bang the door loudly. She actually said dat to me because I'm disturbing her watching the 7pm sulky show. Man, really sad. After that, I was asked to go downstairs and do something. Thought my sis would accompany me and she say to my mum 'Go alone can liao'. Tell me, which sis would do something like that. And the smae thing goes for my best buddy. TOld him that I would be going to his house to pass him something to sign since it was important. Then also wanna pass back a form that he borrowed me and thought of giving a gift. But well, FORGET ABOUT IT! No one seems to care, no one seems bother or listen to me. The pain just pierce through my heart when there's nobody, and I mean NOBODY to talk to and confide in. From now on, I guess I will be attitude-individualism.Sigh~~~~~~
Appreciate what you have, before they are gone.
Signing off,
Alvin (tears dripping)
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Saturday, August 25, 2007
9:07:00 PM
3rd Class Drill Test
The time is NOW! Today woke up at 6 plus am. Woah, so tired.. But still have to take drill test. When I step into Pioneer, I know what I was goin to do. To let my Sec 1 cadets take their drill test!! YEAH YEAH! But however, my mood dampens when I saw that my cadets not arriving on time. It's so heart-breaking! Although the drill test was harsh, cadets could not say the command properly, but I'm happy that I can see the effort they tried to put and also that their drills are slightly improving. Well done my dearest Sec 1s!!! Work hard people. Get this badge!
Feeling sleepy again. zzzZZZZZ
Signing out,
Alvin
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Thursday, August 9, 2007
8:26:00 PM
Happy 42nd National Day Singapore!
Today is the 9th August. WhAT day is that? Yeah thats right! It's the National Day!! Well, stay at home till 6 plus to wait for the NDP. Waiting and waiting, waiting and waiting. Oh, time's up! Show's starting!
This year's NDP was so cool! The show started with the parade when contingents march in after contingents. The view was so shiok! HAHA! The parade was totally jaw-jamming for me. Watch with that impress look. The parade commander was so cool! Able to command so many many people. They were on that platform that Sembcorp built. Wahh, so nice! Followed by that is the heavy artilleries were brought in. Tanks, fighter jets, ship of Police were all brought in. So nice! Then comes the performance and stuffs by alot alot of performers. Was having dinner at that time.HAHA. Next up is the pledge taking and the National Anthem was being sung loudly in one voice, one person, one Singapore. Ahh, today was such a wonderful day! HAHA.
Signing off,
Alvin
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Wednesday, August 8, 2007
11:56:00 PM
NaTionAL dAY pArAde @ PioNeeR sEcONdArYToday is the National Day Celebration at Pioneer! Wee~! wOke up early today and rush down to see my NDP cOntingent. When I reached Pioneer, ARRGHH!! They were falling-in but preparation was not done! Damn pissed off when I marched them and saw their drills not up-to-standard.HaiZZ~Shouted and raised my voice till throat pain...Then, Sis Haslinda came..So fierce sey(*scared scared*). Then re-enforce them on the parade sequence...
7.50am
Oh, my people are going to assemble at the FUP. Had to go to the foyer and looK at them.
8am
Parade started. NPCC Contingent is so COOL! One word to describe all, AWE-SOME! They followed what Sis Haslinda had taught them. WoW wOw WoW!
The NPCC Supporting Contingent march their way to the parade square.
Cool! Forming up parade with posture. Yeah! So confident and proud of NPCC!!
~During the March Past~
*The NPCC COntingent consists of Secondary 1 to secondary 3 cadets, with a powerful total strength of 22 young and promising cadets. The NPCC contingent is led by Sgt Firashah. The cadets marched past as they looked real confident and smart!*
After the parade, the sigh of relief was shown on the face by each and everyone of them. :)
Nevertheless, great job people!
The process of training them was tough, but the result was fantastic! HAHA. Today, I also met my long lost Ma'am Suzilah and my bro Firdaus. Had a great chat.
9.00am
Hmmph, had to go to school. SianzZ. COundn't join them for breakfast. What a pity. Well, I'm sure that there will be chances next time. Well, time to go to school! Module - Basic Science
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Wednesday, July 25, 2007
6:51:00 PM
My Unlucky Day!!!
Hmmmmphhhh!!!!!Saaddded. Today is really my unlucky day... Cannot go to school due to rashes..Eeeeee!!!Hate it man! All the doc's fault. Giv me the medicine that I'm allergic to...Then comes my girlfriend.Dunno whether she's really my girlfriend or not. I gt rashes ald, just bcOs i nv go sch den say i leave her all alone. I oso wan 2 go, jus dat my rashes are really disgusting. Y can't she jus understand? She wan 2 c me, den i dun wan 2 c her?oF cOs i wan! If preventing my rashes frm getting 2 her is also wrong, den i dunno wad a boyfren is for ald. Damn it. Nid 2 take medication now.
With sore and pain,
Alvin the Cuteboi-boi
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Sunday, July 8, 2007
10:43:00 PM
Hey Bloggy,
Work so hard with you for the past 2 months and PHEW, you are created!!YEAH!!Feel so hapi that a cyber fren lyk u is out now. You are offically BORN!!! Alrite, tym is late now. Shall come and view u som other times k? Take care pal! Chill ouTZ
Take care,
Alvin
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
~During the March Past~
